Involved means?

Do I get involved?
I used to get involved, I used to be right in there getting involved and doing what needed to be done and trying to sort things out.
yet I became uninvolved?
I am sure I have tried to become uninvolved before, I can't remember, its been an ongoing feature in my life.


Its just not working, its never going to work and I can't see any way any more of how it could work
I used to think it could work but I wasn't sure how.  
I am still not sure and part of me used to think it could work

now I'm not so sure 

part of me wonders if I should have ever got involved in the first place
then I remember that it is impossible not to

so maybe i shouldn't become uninvolved?
I used to have hope that it could work
Do I get involved?